Moving forward

Having decided to move forward into the lifestyle, Michael and I decide to go to a swing party. We figured it would be a safe environment in which to find a man or men I could play with without spending half an evening in a bar and striking out for any number of reasons.

After arriving a little late, we removed our clothing and enjoyed the jacuzzi together. We teased and played with each other getting into the mood for what was beginning to look inevitable. After the jacuzzi, we went into a room set aside for group activities. There we could watch others while continuing our mutual tease.

It didn't take us long for another man to join us. He was nude, as we were, and I found myself between him and Michael talking as we were watching the others in the room having sex. Without any notice, the other man slipped his cock into me. It surprised me, but I was more than ready and it excited me that Michael just watched him do it. We continued our conversation as he thrust slowly and gently into me. Michael reached over and rubbed my clit and all I wanted to do was climax. Before it could happen the man withdrew, thanked us and left. Why did he leave, I asked Michael. Maybe he came, was his answer.

My introduction to the idea of cuckolding

After I'd been seeing Michael for awhile and at about the time I was deciding if this was the man I wanted to commit myself to, I asked him how many women he'd had sex with. I don't know what I was expecting, but it wasn't the seven hundred plus that was his answer. I think my head reeled. He explained the seventies, the swing parties, the nude beaches and a few other things. Being fifteen years younger, I missed out on a lot.

I came away from this little talk with a lot to think about. In one sense, I was aghast. In another, I was titillated. What made the biggest impact on me was that there was no indication that Michael was suggesting this lifestyle to me. That didn't keep me from being preoccupied by the idea. Stimulated by the images it put in my head. I was stunned by one particular admission he made. The biggest turn-on for him was watching his previous girlfriends, and later his wife, with other men. As things developed, his relationships went from swinging to hotwife/cuckolding where he remained monogamous to sexually adventurous women. I can't begin to tell you the fantasies that triggered for me. It was having your cake and eating it too!

After a month or so of of dreaming and daydreaming about the episodes he'd lived, and realizing he wasn't going to bring up the subject again, I asked if he would like to explore this activity with me. I told him I felt like I'd missed out. Truth is, I couldn't get the idea out of my mind.

For a few weeks, we made it the subject of our pillow talk. And then, when I could stand the tension no longer, I decided...